I seem to meet their least desire, To clap their cheeks, to call them mine. I see their unborn faces shine Beside the never-lighted fire. I see myself an honored guest, Or deep dispute, and graceful jest: While now thy prosperous labor fills The lips of men with honest praise, And sun by sun the happy days Descend below the golden hills With promise of a morn as fair; And all the train of bounteous hours To reverence and the silver hair; Till slowly worn her earthly robe, Her lavish mission richly wrought, Thy spirit should fail from off the globe; What time mine own might also flee, As linked with thine in love and fate, And, hovering o'er the dolorous strait To the other shore, involved in thee, Arrive at last the blessed goal, And he that died in Holy Land And take us as a single soul. What reed was that on which I leant? LXXXIII. THIS truth came borne with bier and pall, 'Tis better to have loved and lost, Than never to have loved at all. O true in word, and tried in deed, To this which is our common grief, What kind of life is that I lead ; And whether trust in things above Be dimmed of sorrow, or sustained, And whether love for him have drained My capabilities of love; Your words have virtue such as draws A faithful answer from the breast, Through light reproaches, half expressed, And loyal unto kindly laws. My blood an even tenor kept, Till on mine ear this message falls, That in Vienna's fatal walls God's finger touched him, and he slept. The great Intelligences fair That range above our mortal state, In circle round the blessed gate, Received and gave him welcome there; And led him through the blissful climes, But I remained, whose hopes were dim, Whose life, whose thoughts, were little worth, To wander on a darkened earth, Where all things round me breathed of him. O friendship, equal-poised control, O heart, with kindliest motion warm, O sacred essence, other form, O solemn ghost! O crowned soul ! Yet none could better know than I, The sense of human will demands, Whatever way my days decline, I felt and feel, though left alone, His being working in mine own, The footsteps of his life in mine; A life that all the Muses decked With gifts of grace that might express All-subtilizing intellect: And so my passion hath not swerved Likewise the imaginative woe, That loved to handle spiritual strife, But in the present broke the blow. |