Dreading ev'n fools, by flatterers besieg'd, 210 220 What tho' my name stood rubric on the walls, 215 Or plaister'd posts, with claps, in capitals? Or smoking forth, a hundred hawkers' load, On wings of winds came flying all abroad? I sought no homage from the race that write; I kept, like Asian monarchs, from their sight; Poems I heeded (now berhym'd so long) No more than thou, great George! a birthday song. I ne'er with wits or witlings pass'd my days, To spread about the itch of verse and praise ; Nor, like a puppy, daggled thro' the Town, To fetch and carry sing-song up and down; Nor at rehearsals sweat, and mouth'd, and cry'd, With handkerchief and orange at my side; 225 But sick of fops, and poetry, and prate, 230 235 Receiv'd of wits an undistinguish'd race, 240 He paid some bards with port, and some with praise; Dryden alone (what wonder?) came not night, 245 Dryden alone escap'd this judging eye, But still the great have kindness in reserve: He help'd to bury whom he help'd to starve. May some choice patron bless each gray-goose quill! May ev'ry Bavius have his Bufo still! 250 So when a statesman wants a day's defence, Or Envy holds a whole weeks war with Sense, Bless'd be the great! for those they take away, 255 And those they left me---for they left me Gay; Of all thy blameless life the sole return My verse, and Queesnb'ry weeping o'er thy urn! 260 Oh! let me live my own, and die so too! (To live and die is all I have to do ;) Maintain a poet's dignity and ease, And see what friends, and read what books, I please; Above a patron, tho' I condescend 265 Sometimes to call a minister my friend. I was not born for courts or great affairs; I pay my debts, believe, and say my pray'rs; Nor know, if Dennis be alive or dead. Why am I ask'd what next shall see the light? Heav'ns! was I born for nothing but to write? Has life no joys for me? or (to be grave) 270 Have I no friend to serve, no soul to save? 274 "I found him close with Swift---Indeed? no doubt "(Cries prating Balbus) something will come out." 'Tis all in vain, deny it as I will; "No, such a genius never can lie still;" And then for mine obligingly mistakes The first lampoon Sir Will. or Bubo makes. 280 285 Or from the soft-ey'd virgin steal a tear! 290! 295 Who tells whate'er you think, whate'er you say, 300 Let Sporus tremble---A. What? that thing of silk, Sporus! that mere white curd of asses' milk? Satire or sense, alas! can Sporus feel? 306 P. Yet let me flap this bug with gilded wings, Yet wit ne'er tastes, and beauty ne'er enjoys: So well-bred spaniels civilly delight In mumbling of the game they dare not bite. Eternal smiles his emptiness betray, 315 As shallow streams run dimpling all the way. And, as the prompter breathes, the puppet squeaks; Or at the ear of Eve, familiar toad, Half froth, half venom, spits himself abroad, In puns, or politics, or tales, or lies, Or spite, or smut, or rhymes, or blasphemies; 320 325 2 Amphibious thing! that acting either part, Beauty that shocks you, parts that none will trust, Not Fortune's worshipper, nor Fashion's fool, That if he pleas'd, he pleas'd by manly ways; 330 335 340 345 The blow unfelt, the tear he never shed; 350 Th' imputed trash, and dulness not his own; The libell'd person, and the pictur'd shape; Volume III. E 355 |