And tingle; and the heart is sick, And all the wheels of Being slow. Be near me when the sensuous frame Is racked with pangs that conquer trust; And Life, a Fury slinging flame. Be near me when my faith is dry, And men the flies of latter spring, That lay their eggs, and sting and sing, And weave their petty cells and die. Be near me when I fade away, To point the term of human strife, And on the low dark verge of life The twilight of eternal day. L. Do we indeed desire the dead Should still be near us at our side? No inner vileness that we dread? Shall he for whose applause I strove, I had such reverence for his blame, See with clear eye some hidden shame, And I be lessened in his love? I wrong the grave with fears untrue : Shall love be blamed for want of faith? There must be wisdom with great Death: The dead shall look me through and through. Be near us when we climb or fall: Ye watch, like God, the rolling hours To make allowance for us all. LI. I CANNOT love thee as I ought, For love reflects the thing beloved; My words are only words, and moved Upon the topmost froth of thought. “Yet blame not thou thy plaintive song," "What keeps a spirit wholly true "So fret not, like an idle girl, That life is dashed with flecks of sin. Abide: thy wealth is gathered in, When Time hath sundered shell from pearl." LII. How many a father have I seen, A sober man, among his boys, Whose youth was full of foolish noise, Who wears his manhood hale and green: And dare we to this fancy give, That had the wild oat not been sown, The soil, left barren, scarce had grown The grain by which a man may live? O, if we held the doctrine sound For life outliving heats of youth, Hold thou the good: define it well: Should push beyond her mark, and be Procuress to the Lords of Hell. LIII. O, YET we trust that somehow good To pangs of nature, sins of will, That nothing walks with aimless feet; I can but trust that good shall fall LIV. THE wish, that of the living whole No life may fail beyond the grave, The likest God within the soul? Are God and Nature then at strife, That Nature lends such evil dreams? So careful of the type she seems, So careless of the single life; That I, considering everywhere Her secret meaning in her deeds, And finding that of fifty seeds She often brings but one to bear, I falter where I firmly trod, And falling with my weight of cares I stretch lame hands of faith, and grope, LV. "So careful of the type?" but no. From scarped cliff and quarried stone I care for nothing, all shall go. "Thou makest thine appeal to me: I bring to life, I bring to death: The spirit does but mean the breath: Man, her last work, who seemed so fair, And love Creation's final law— No more? A monster then, a dream, O life as futile, then, as frail! O for thy voice to soothe and bless! What hope of answer, or redress? Behind the veil, behind the veil. LVI. of woe PEACE; come away: the song Peace; come away we do him wrong : Come; let us go: your cheeks are pale; One set slow bell will seem to toll Eternal greetings to the dead; And "Ave, Ave, Ave," said, "Adieu, adieu," forevermore ! LVII. IN those sad words I took farewell: And, falling, idly broke the peace Of hearts that beat from day to day, Half conscious of their dying clay, And those cold crypts where they shall cease. The high Muse answered: "Wherefore grieve Thy brethren with a fruitless tear? |